Maybe, I am NOT really designed to get Married..yet

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When, I was younger, I was so idealistic about wedding. I have the design of my wedding gown, the flowers, the music and all. I just love collecting pictures and stuff for my “wedding” to be. I remember, Ma’am Do (from Speechpower) told me once, that I shouldn’t be so excited and planning so much about my wedding. Often times, the planned “wedding” doesn’t happen. Or, the woman doesn’t get married at all.

I was only 18 when she told me about it. I was so in love then and so naïve about love and weddings. The irony there, is that I am now 30, yet, I am not married still. I believe that God has purposes and reasons and plans why I am not married still. Maybe because, the man I would like to marry is not ready to be married yet. :(

Well, I guess there would really be no diamond rings on my finger anytime soon. :(

God for me is not just my God. He is my saviour, my provider, my king, my protector, my teacher, my healer, my guardian, my architect, my engineer, my carpenter, my papa jack, etc etc. But most of all, God is my friend. When I go to mass, I talk to Him as my friend. I laugh with Him in the silence of my heart. I cry before Him. And He knows, what I am going through, what I am feeling even  before I tell Him. God is so wonderful.

I knew in my heart that whatever problems ney and I have right now, everything will be in their places in God’s wonderful time. I believe that He wanted me to be prepared, to really prepare when the time comes that I will get married. I know that it will. :)

Ciao! :)

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