A NO TALK Rest

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Today is my third day of voice rest. Well, according to the physician who checked on my condition last Monday from Maxicare, I should have at least 3 days voice rest. In the medical certificate she made for me, she indicated that my fit to work is effective May 20. But in the case that I didn’t get well, or my voice didn’t return to its normal tone and sound, then I will be seeing her again for follow up and she may have to refer me to a specialist already.

At first, I thought that I would be able to rest well. I have been longing to take a break from work but I never thought it would be like this. Honestly, I feel miserable already. I am at home, right, but then, I cannot relax fully. I cannot speak with my family. When I wanted to say something, I need to write it down on a small white board I bought. :( I cannot relax. I am thinking about work. I am thinking about my condition. :(

One needed his voice to work in a call center industry. How can I work effectively if I have a hoarse voice? I was advised to speak very very soft and effortless. I feel like there is a lump which begins to grow in my throat. :( Although I do not experience any difficulty or pain while swallowing, I am still afraid that I will not get better. :(

I am afraid that I may not be able to be part of Call Center industry anymore and worst, I can no longer sing. Tomorrow, I will be reporting back to work and I am just hoping that I’ll get better soon. I really feel so bad about this.

Of course, I never get tired of praying that our Ultimate Healer will turn His face on me and will get pity on my situation. Oh please Lord, heal me. Amen.

Ciao!

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