A Girl’s Notebook :)

While enjoying the idle time at work today, I think about of things that ney and I have not done yet. Well, if only we have extra money, I love to cruise. Maybe we can go on Caribbean Cruise. I appreciate the beauty of the sea and enjoy the majestic sea creations. I also want discover the mystery behind the Blue hole in Belize City.

Belize’s mysterious Blue Hole first explored by French Oceanographer Jacques Cousteau, is a popular stop for those visiting Belize.

I have to admit that I never been in a big ship and I want to experience the luxury that a cruise ship offers. Well, when I told ney about it, he said that we need to scarifice by not seeing each other longer than a year. So he can earn more to spend for the kind of vacation I like.

I told him, that I would still enjoy island hopping in Quezon province!

Ciao!

US is celebrating their Independence Day today so there were only few calls to cater. Ney and I are talking through text and he’s at their motor poll to practice some of their heavy equipment. He said that his father will be hosting a despedida party for him. I already told my team lead that sometime this July I will be filing a leave so Nonet and I can spend sometime with Ney before he leave.

I feel sadness of course. Even though, we often fight and there are a lot of unresolved issues in our relationship, I will really miss ney when he left for work. Though we don’t see each other everyday for he stays in Quezon (due to work reasons, too), it would be a big difference when he’s in Angola.

When he is in Quezon, I can always visit or go there whenever I miss him. Same thing with him when he misses me. His contract is only 1 year. It may sound a short-contract, but it isn’t. Well, I already told my daughter that we will not be seeing her father for quite sometime. I noticed that she’s been very sweet and affectionate to ney that last time he was here.

Ney said that maybe our daughter is spending much time with him because she will miss him, too. Of course, she will miss him!

Well, I am really preparing myself when he left. I just pray that ney will be okay in Angola. He is so excited to work there already because he has lots of dreams, that he wanted to turn into reality. He has a lot of plans to give our family a comfortable life. Well, may God bless him all the time.

Ciao!