A Girl’s Notebook :)

Ney and I were just talking through text and I told him that my cousin Joy received her passport already. I told him that I’m planning to process my own passport soon. It’s just that I don’t have the time yet. Anyway, working abroad is not really on top of my list. I know for sure that I will be able to earn a lot if I work overseas. It’s just that, I would truly miss my family. Working abroad means a lot of sacrifices. Although, I am not closing my doors to opportunities. Who wouldn’t want to earn much for a convenient life? I told ney that if ever I will be given an opportunity to work abroad, I want him and our daughter to come with me. Because, I will really miss them.

But then, what I truly want when I get my own passport is to have a European tour. I have been vocal about the places I wanted to visit in Europe. The lastest addition to it, is Tuscany, Italy (Thanks to New Moon! ). I know that it would cost me a lot of money so, I told ney that maybe visiting Disneyland HongKong will be a more realistic trip.

Of course, if given a chance, I wouldn’t want to miss seeing Liberty in New York. I would want to enjoy car service NYC as we tour around the famous city.

Well, those are dreams that are yet to fulfill. Dreams that I really want to turn into reality. Dreams that would take a lot of hardwork, patience and prayers.

Ciao!

I wasn’t able to go to work yesterday because of severe stomachache. Well, I started feeling uneasy since Sunday evening but I didn’t pay much attention to it. I thought that I would feel better the following day. I did get up early yesterday and dress up getting ready to go to work. But then, my tummy started to ache and I couldn’t bear it. I took my medicine and sent a text message to my colleague to inform my team that I will not be able to report for work. I went back to bed to take some rest and laid beside my little girl. As I gazed at my little princess, I thought of all the hardships and sacrifices I am doing. I’d been working so hard to give her a convenient life, to buy her toys and clothes, save money for her education and a lot more. But then, I realized that I haven’t spend much time with her.

Though we see each other everyday, I know that I we’re not spending “quality time” with each other lately. I have been busy and exhausted at work, so, when I arrive home, what I wanted to do is to sleep and rest. We haven’t play Barbie in a while. Sometimes, she will sit beside me with her laptop and will ask me to study with her. I get so lazy at times that I asked her to just study with her titas.

I have not been a good mommy lately. So then yesterday I decided to spend quality time with her. I woke up at around 9AM still not feeling well but can manage to move around. I ate breakfast and I told my mother that I’ll be the one to bath her. Then, we ate lunch together and we spent the rest of the afternoon lying on our bed just chatting. We took a nap for 3 hours and then ate our snacks and then played with her laptop.

It has been a nice day for me. I was able to take a rest from work’s stressful activities and I was able to spend wonderful time with my daughter. Something that money cannot buy.

Ciao! :)