I woke up around 7:30PM. I slept when I arrived from work. I’m really not feeling well. I like to cry so that I’d feel better but I can’t. I have a heavy feelings inside, someone will truly be missed. I shouldn’t be hurt. I shouldn’t even cry and feel this way. I just can’t help it. I want to burst my feelings out.
Sometimes, we meet people in our lives who make us smile. Sometimes, even if it isn’t right, we tend to fall for that person. When it’s time for them to leave, we get hurt even if we shouldn’t..
Can you call your heart foolish then? Maybe yes, maybe no.. Maybe, I should be thankful and happy, for once in my life, that feeling lived in my heart and made me happy. The only way to forget is to accept and the only way to move on is to look ahead and let the footprints of the past be blown by the winds of time.
There are things that I’d love to hear that you would never hear from that person whom you would like to hear them from, but I shouldn’t be so deaf as not to hear it from the one who says it from the heart. Ney will always be there for me. And I know that I do love him.
Maybe I fell for a moment but then I again, I decided to stop the feelings for it will not do any good for me. Tomorrow will be different and everything will go back to the way they are. I know that I’ll be alright and I pray that everything will turn out good for him, too.
Well, what do you know? I feel better now. Thanks for my dear journal for making me realize that someone out there, loves me so deeply and I should be happy and grateful for that love. That I should take care of it and value it.
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